Jashen rolled up to his feet easily, as graceful as his brother but diffrent. Where Crispian walked and stood like a grappler, always balanced and ready for a hit, Jashen moved with a limberness belied by his also-thick build. Sometimes seeing him move like that, Arcalan observed, was like seeing a fat person dance. To be so thick of body, in very different ways, but to hold such grace. She almost let a sigh escape.
"Really, Arcalan," he said as he joined her to look out over the night of Lyn Barfog, "sharing your past is, in a way, to decrease its hold on you. If you hold it in, then it is always there to torment you, to claim you." He had managed to keep the wine glass and now sipped from it again. "Sharing it, though, can strip it of power and meaning, make it just a *thing* that's there. It took Toby to really teach me that." He laughed.
"Of course, if you prefer to keep it all bottled up, that's fine. It should make for a good wager as to when you'll snap and start to fly apart." He took another drink and stepped a bit outside the tower.
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ea, Cris will bring me back here, eventually, I imagine, but sometimes, it is nice to discover things without him." He sat on the worn stones of the step, back resting toward the tower. "Deadly and beautiful," he commented quietly.
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Crispian Pontiff, Seneschal, St. Crispin's League
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