I pretty much do, yes.
My parents are both in horrible shape, if they make it another 20 years I'd be ... stupefied. One set of my grandparents are in perfect health, my grandfather will turn 85 this summer. In comparison, my other set of grandparents I put on the list about ten years ago - my grandmother has had lymphoma for at least fifteen years, they are both Type 2, my grandfather's had cancer in his jaw a few times and is missing a leg (Korea, gangrene) that has a stump with infections, degrading bone, etc.
Looking at those six people, I could list in order how I expect it to go. I never in a million years would have thought that my 20 year old sister would have died in a car accident four years ago. It's all in the way your hand is dealt, yeah?
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