vn_nnanji posted:

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I've done crack and PCP both accidentally.


When I was much younger I was at a buddy's place and he was in the next room, told me to take a bong if I wanted. I looked...there was some on the tray. Looked like crappy shake but I took a bong. He came out, said, "Wait, did you take from that tray?"


It was PCP laced pot.


5 minutes later I was out of it for 2 days, wandering from party to party utterly obliterated. People had to guide and watch me so I didn't walk out into traffic to see the pretty lights. I can tell you what PCP does...it lets you know what it's like to be completely simple and stupid. It turns you into an animal that is all feeling and no thought.


Then in college at the Fraternity someone said they were doing coke and I did up a line. Turned out to be crack. They had bought the stuff off the streetcorner market in L.A. where they call crack coke. He asked for coke and got crack, didn't think to ask why his cocaine was in hard little yellow rocks. So he chopped it all up and started snorting, and was kind enough to share with some of us. I went to LA LA land for about 24 hours. I ended up in my room with no lights on all night in a paranoia that still gives me chills to think about. I absolutely had to get out of my room.........I was in a complete panic and felt that if I didn't leave that room I would die. But....I couldn't open the door...I was sure whatever was out there was worse than what was in my room. I stood at that door for well over an hour...reaching for the knob but unable to get up the courage to open the door.


I finally called some friends about 4AM and had them come take me to the hospital. I don't understand why anyone would do that stuff. It's not fun, not one little bit.


Then again, you aren't supposed to snort it.

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