They were all assembled at last in the small church. Tobyas and Nekolia had arrived slightly before Azi and Lexi and Jashen had been last of all. Crispian entered in his full armor, gleaming with cleanliness. He was resolved to what had to be done this night.
“Greetings and welcome to you all. I thank you now for the work that will come of this eve.†He looked at each of his friends, and Nekolia, one time teacher of she whom he had to face. “I would ask for some time now in prayer before we go forth to meet her.â€
Tobyas new this was his cue and he stood, smoothing his vestments over his chain armor. He bowed his head and opened the small prayer book he held. As his hand raised in blessing over them all, he intoned solemn words. “Lord Almighty, who did cause the world to come into being in Goodness and Love, We implore you this night to see us trough our battle. May we triumph over the foe and lay her low, as she has gone foul of Your Love and seeks only that which is evil is your sight.†His hand moved in blessing over them all. He had never had to bless others for such a grave task. His hand shook slightly.
“My intention is to assault her on many fronts at once,†Crispian explained as he laid out the items they had. His sword had a fine new edge on it, thanks to Lexi. Tobyas had shriven him earlier, a very tense confession. Jashen knew the details of his will, and Azi was a pillar as always. Lexi he knew was there for Azi more than him, but would not turn her aid down. “Nekolia,†he bowed to the older man, “if you can hit her with mind spells, we can then rush her. Tobyas, you need to place the candles and ward her quickly. I feel strongly from all that has been said that she has some unworldly aid.†The tales of cold and stench fit with possession by the demonic, and Crispian hoped to be able to counter any aid with warding and blessings.
“Azi, I will ask you and Lexi to strike at her. That will keep her attention as well. First, get rid of that retainer.†He looked to Jashen, who nodded. “Her other one is dead already, so that leaves her just the one.†He looked at each one, holding their gazes. He felt no tension, no nervousness. He was born to command, he knew. At barely 24, he was a seasoned leader, though he sought that not in the least. “Once we are in, there will be no coming out without the final victory being decided. If, however, it looks like I will be defeated, I want you to get out.†He looked them all over again, knowing that not one of them would obey that command. “Well, let’s prepare to leave.â€
It was then that he noticed Azi’s scabbard, empty on her back. He looked to the reliquary, sitting shining on the sideboard. Tobyas was readying a leather satchel for it even now, padding it with linen wadding. “Azi, your sword!â€
She offered him a weak smile, her face paling. “The sister at the church wanted some assurance that the bones of St. Thomas, and their housing would return. Crispian, please don’t be upset,†she nearly pleaded. “It was the only solution I could think of as she asked me.â€
Crispian thought of the platinum in their coffers, of the great treasures the League had stored up against future needs. However, he could not help but smile at Azi, his love for her showing plainly. “Well, we will be delayed a few moments then.†He pulled Jashen aside and soon his brother departed quietly. “I have something in my vault that I think will be an adequate substitute. At least, I hope it will.â€
The silence dragged on, as each was alone then with their thoughts. Crispian adjusted his cloak and the broad white leather belt of his knighthood as he waited. Azi and Lexi withdrew together to one side of the room, assuring each other that all would be well in the end. Tobyas, the mantle-like vestments of battle-priest draping him, stood quietly to the side with Nekolia. The old man considered the younger cleric with that odd non-seeing but all-observing gaze of his.
“So, it is the young knight, hmm?†he asked suddenly. His thin hands were lying in his lap, motionless. Of them all, he was the most calm and reserved. “How remarkable.â€
Toby turned to him, mild surprise registering on his face. The old man had hinted and even stated that he knew but now he gave it direct voice. “Yes, it is him,†Toby said quietly. He looked from Nekolia, a physically spent and wasting old man, to Crispian, a hail and hardy young warrior. “Since the moment I met him, really.†A wistful smile passed over Toby’s face as he turned back to the packing of his needed supplies.
“But you have not told him, have you?†the old man asked. The ways of the young heart were not strange to him, nor were barriers of station and status, although he had to admit this was something he had not thought of encountering. He knew of vice and lust, but it was obvious even to him that what the young cleric felt was not just a matter of the physical, but something more. “And do you intend to, Tobyas Battlepriest?†His filmed eyes held Toby’s startled look.
“I do not know if I can, good sir,†he said quietly, again turning back to readying what he needed. His hands shook slightly as he resumed his packing and preparations. “It is not seemly to speak of such things, considering our differences.†He did not add the obvious statement about similarities. His coppery-brown hair gleamed in the dim light as he bowed his head to the pack he was finishing on.
Nekolia grinned, a slightly haunted look coming to his face. “I loved her once,†he said in a hushed voice, “this woman you are about to confront.†Toby’s head snapped up to look at the old man, meeting his gaze squarely. “Oh, yes, even an old man like me was once stirred with passion,†he smiled in self-mocking humor. “But, there were obstacles.â€
His thin hands rose and covered his face a moment, then slid over it and to his lap again. “I was a nothing, a peasant with a talent who had risen. No title, no lands, nothing had I for one such as her, and she was my student. There were question of propriety and a difference in rank, of course. She, the daughter of an ancient and noble home.†He gazed over Toby’s head and into his own past. “A beauty, as well, she was. Stunning in how she moved, in her every gesture there was grace. And her skill was so boundless. She could have been the greatest of our age, installed at the Academy and called on by the King.
“No, she was not this wicked creature you see now. Not even shortly before that disaster at her mansion.†He smiled again. “She came to dine with me a few days before it happened, you know. She was upset, allowing her ambitions for her niece and her thirst for revenge to cloud her judgement. But still, I could tell she had beauty and poise, grace and power.†He trailed off for a moment, looking again toward Toby at last. “Consider just this, my young friend. If I had professed what I felt for her those forty plus years ago, we might not now be in this chamber, preparing for this confrontation with what she has but recently become.†He nodded softly to Tobyas, voice trailing low as Jashen reentered the room to hand Crispian a long bundle, nearly half the height of either twin.
“Azi!†Crispian called, taking the package wrapped in dark blue silken cloth. He unrolled the wrapping, revealing a scabbard of worked silver around a wood core. A hilt of approximately two feet in length left the curved scabbard and was itself a work of art. “This is a scimitar from a greater Telamon. I have been keeping it for a time when someone would need it.†He drew the shining blade out. It was nearly three and a half feet of steel, hardened in ancient fires and tested in recent battles. Not a nick or blemish stained the surface of it. “If you would, I would have you wield it this night.â€
He passed the blade to Azi, hilt first over his forearm as he sank to one knee. “I ask you, My Lady, to bear this into the battle,†he said as she lifted the blade away. It was large, bigger than Mamma’s blade, but balanced and sharp. Truly, a fine piece of work and crafting even if the origin was not completely to Azi’s liking.
Still, Crispian had defeated the foe, no doubt in the endless struggle to reclaim Lyonesse. She turned the blade over in the low light of the room, and then nodded. “I would be honored to use this blade for you this night, my liege,†she said rather formally, so to keep her rising emotions in check. Just scant weeks ago she had been so worried that Crispian would not be able to accept her as a warrior, a paladin. Now, on bended knee, he was offering her a blade that most of the realm would never see. “And victory shall be on its edge,†she added as he rose to his feet and gave her the scabbard, which Lexi helped her to begin to fasten.
Toby watched the exchange, quietly. “My Lord,†he called into the quiet of the room, motioning with his head for them to withdraw slightly to one side. When Crispian had joined him, near to the back of the room, he found that his thoughts were tangled and unsure. A nervousness gripped him unlike any he had known in his life. “Lord, I wanted to uh, well, I wished to clear on, um,†he paused, looking more at the floor than Crispian. How could he express what he wanted to say, when it could all be changed shortly? “I wanted to say to you,†he pressed on, tongue dry and thick in his mouth, “that I am very grateful for all that you have done for me.†Even as he ended, his words felt hollow and short of the mark he wished them to reach.
Crispian smiled. So like Toby, he thought. To make sure all thanks had been expressed. “I, too, am very touched by all that you have done these past weeks, Tobyas. You have been a stalwart friend,†the young lord got out, not daring to speak more for lack of trust of himself. He began to turn.
“I’m not done,†Tobyas said quietly, locking his eyes on Crispian. It was now, he knew, now that he must get out what he wanted to say, and the fate of this night be damned. “I love you, Cris,†he said in a rush, “and it’s not the curse or D’Vena or anything to do with that! I’ve been in love with you for a long while now. Yes, at first it was the image of you,†he continued you, grabbing Crispian’s hand, “but then I got to know you, and we had that afternoon in Ludlow, and I had to tell you all this now, or I might never be able to, after tonight, and I wasn’t sure I could risk one of us not coming back and my not having said this.†He stopped. He was slightly shocked he had actually said this to Crispian. He could talk about this to others, but now he had thrown it out.
The look of surprise on Crispian’s face slowly changed to mild discomfort. He wasn’t sure what he thought about it all in regard to Tobyas. Now, he had a confession of love to deal with. He himself had not yet started to deal with any of the emotional side of it, being a bit caught up in the physical still. “Toby, I don’t know how to answer you right now.†He felt a wash of self-consciousness come over him. “I’m not sure what it is I want, or am supposed to want, or who. This whole mess had me turned around.â€
He saw the pain and hurt in Toby’s eyes immediately, but he would not lie, not about this and not now. “Right now, if you asked me to tell you, I would say that I do want you, but I don’t know about love, or the future.†He lifted Toby’s hands and kissed the back of them. “Tomorrow everything could change, even if I do survive this night. But if I do,†he looked deeply into Toby’s eyes, “I want you there in the morning, either way.â€
They remained like that for a moment, looking at each other. The silence in the rest of the room stretched on. Both of them could tell that the others were trying not to look, or notice. Suddenly, on great impulse, Toby grabbed Crispian’s face and pulled it toward him, bending his head down. Their lips met and they kissed. It was a first for Crispian, being both sober and very aware of what he was doing. They lingered a moment, then he extracted himself, blushing like a farm lad at his first May dance.
His throat worked convulsively for a moment as he tried to speak. “We’ll figure out what to do tomorrow, Toby,†he said quietly, very aware that everyone had stopped trying not to look at them sometime ago. They stood within inches of each other, but it seemed a world had suddenly come between them. Gray eyes met blue and Crispian had to look away first.
“Let’s finish our preparations here and get going,†he said in a voice thick with emotion. Toby looked on, knowing that more than the answers he sought about this young Briton would be found in the morning. He wondered if he would like what the new day had to bring.
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