The hunt has gone late in the day and finally the companions decided to retire for the night to Cornwall Station. The station sat aside the road, a two-story affair with a stable. Some of the rarest metals and woods of the realm were sold there. Tanners from the out-realm areas brought their highly desirable wares to the station for sale. It was also the last civilized place before Lyonesse except for one small trading post. The other bid Jashen, Tobyas, and Azaeli farewell and made their departures. Most took horse north toward Camelot.
Azaeli smiled as her two friends. “The chain mail suits you well, Toby,†she said quietly as Jashen made room arrangements for the night. The young cleric had gained power in the church indeed, if he were permitted to equip up with chain like this. And from the looks of it, it was crafted chain, not dungeon found. The alloy metal glinted in the light of the common room.
“Thank you, Azi,†Tobyas replied, bobbing his head shyly. He was still adjusting to Azi in armor and sporting a large sword. He had come to know her as a caster of wizard magic, and shy, even retiring. This was so different for her. He prayed she had made a good choice. “It has taken some getting used to, of course,†he found himself explaining. The newness of this armor was still evident to him, but Azaeli just smiled at him.
“I know what you mean by that, my friend,†she patted his hand in affection as Jashen made his return. He nodded them in greeting.
“Two rooms,†he motioned toward an empty table on the far side of the room. “I figured you would like your privacy, Azaeli,†he continued as he sat, indicating with a slight shake of his head that Tobyas should not join them.
“I shall take my leave then,†he said, a bit stiffly, for he too had not seen Azi in some time. But he knew that Jashen and Azi probably wanted to talk about Crispian and accepted that he was not fully in their confidences for that. “My Lady Azi, Jash,†he nodded curtly and left, going up the stairs to where the few rooms of the station were located.
As the serving girl brought them two mugs, one steaming and one frothy, Jashen favored Azaeli with a smile. He had to admit that she looked quiet good in her plate mail. It was burnished to a high shine, much like Crispian’s, but the armorer had paid attention to the curve and fitting of Azaeli’s body, for protection no doubt, Jashen mused, and the effect was stunning on her. Her blond hair fell to the shoulders of her breastplate and her eyes looked more blue than before.
Taking a short drink of his ale, Jashen broke the silence first. “Ye wished to speak with me, private like?†he said, mouthing quirking a small grin. He trucked in the work of the Shadow Guild for a profession, and applied his skills to the protection of the League. He knew that Azi was more accustomed to books, libraries, and other civil niceties.
Azaeli turned her mug of sweet tea in her hands, still so small but now callused and hardened. She met Jashen’s cool gray eyes with her own placid blue. There was no trace of a smile on her face. With a slight lean forward, she spoke. “Jashen, what do you know of this Arcalan?†Her hushed voice breathed into the space between them.
He paused for just a moment. He should have considered this topic. Azi was certain to notice the new Cabalist in their ranks, and her strange attitude. As Shadow Master of the League, Jashen had watched her already, but was surprised that Azaeli had met her so soon on her return. He lowered his ale to the table, licking his lips of the foam. “I can tell you I trust her not,†he said quietly, even as his eyes scanned the room for possible listeners.
“Indeed, you have good reason not to,†Azi said with a calm certainty. Her face betrayed nothing more, but her fingers tightened on the coarse wood of the mug. “How did she come to join the League?†she asked, voice a low hush still.
Jashen considered lying. Phalos had recruited so many new ones, it could be passed as that. But this was Azaeli, a knight of the League even as a wizard, and sure to prove her pledges of purity and honor time and again, as if she had not already. She deserved the full truth, even if Jashen was uncomfortable with that. “Cris is soft hearted,†he said quietly, drawing again from his ale mug.
The shock was more than Azi could mask. Her eyes widened slightly and her mouth almost did not work to get the next words out of it. Jashen was glad he had not waited for her to be drinking. “Crispian invited her?†she gasped, unable to keep the note of disbelief out of her voice. A Knight was supposed to know the foe, and here it seemed Crispian was oblivious to such a threat as it seemed Arcalan posed!
Jashen released a loud breath and rubbed his hands against each other, then smooth his cloak. “Aye, he did,†he explained, “but over my protestations!†He suddenly wanted to explain more to Azi, relieved to have found someone to confide in, for he sensed Arcalan was a problem waiting to happen.
“Jashen,†Azaeli murmured, then cleared her throat, taking a sip of her tea. “How may I say this,†she started, pausing as the words hung in the air. She was not one to make accusations or cast doubt on the content of another’s character. But this Arcalan...She was unsure how to proceed.
Jashen reached across the table, taking one of her hands. “Honestly, of course, Azaeli,†he said, meeting her gaze calmly.
Azi swallowed, withdrawing her hand to fold both of hers on her lap. “I happened upon her in Camelot,†she began. “As soon as I heard her voice, I felt a chill evil run through me,†she looked down a moment as she spoke, recalling Arcalan’s voice, and another voice from her past that carried that same tone.
Jashen nodded. “Aye, Cris does not trust her, but he did let her join.†He found himself still wanting to justify Crispian’s decision to admit her into the League.
Azi noted the slight fidgeting of Jashen’s hands. She knew she might be pressing into areas best left alone, but felt she had to go forward at this point. “Jashen,†she said quietly, “I do not know if Crispian told you of that night when we,†she paused, still recoiling from the memories of that horrible night, “found him in the Shadow Guild,†she paused slightly as the icy expression that came to Jashen’s face, “but when Arcalan laid her eyes on me, it was the first time I had felt that..."
“Felt what?†Jashen hissed into the silence when she paused. He knew exactly what night she was referring to.
“That icy, cold evil pressing me,†she held his gaze. “It was the first time since that night I had felt anything like that.†Her eyes reflected the memories of that night she was recalling.
Jashen nodded slowly. "Aye, I know what you mean. I saw Cris that night...I, I, well, lost control.†He chose not to continue, for there were things that even Azi should not know, especially as a sworn paladin of the Church.
Azi either did not notice or did not pursue the pause. “Perhaps,†she said, with a sly grin, “it is well to have her in the League. Easier to keep track of her.†She favored Jashen with a wry look for a moment.
He grinned in return. “Exactly!†He chuckled, taking a drink of ale. “And Tannir does love stealthing along after her.†His eyes danced with the mirth of it. Tannir, native lad to the city of Camelot, had managed to follow Arcalan without detection for weeks now.
“Well, I should like to say I’m comforted knowing that you are aware of this.†She paused, looking down briefly. But still… Could things get any worse for Crispian?†she paused, composing herself. Her look grew speculative. “What could she be up to?â€
Jashen looked about, not looking at Azi for a moment’s time. “Something dark, for sure.â€
Azi pressed her lips into a narrow line. “That is obvious. And yet,†she toyed with her mug, “she was so pleasant to meâ€
Jashen tossed his head in a small chuckle. “I don’t under how she and Achou can be the same profession!†He shook his head slight. “But, aye, she is pleasant, as she wishes to be.â€
Azi felt badly for not noticing that the Saracen cabalist was not with them this hunt. “Where is Achou this night?†she asked as she looked about. “And how does he?â€
Jashen shrugged. “He is well, but abed with a headache from studying his magicks.â€
Azi’s face slowly lit with a shy grin. “I know that well!†She thought of the hours in the old library in Camelot, and her dear Uncle looking over her the whole time. A nostalgic look past over her face.
“Now, you just contend with sore muscles,†Jashen mused as he signal for two more mugs.
“I seem to enjoy that more, somehow,†Azi said, passing her cooled tea off for the new steaming mug.
Jashen sipped as his new tankard. “Maybe Wizardry is your real vocation,†he allowed, intentionally misunderstanding Azi’s statement to mean she enjoyed study more than physical work.
Azi shook her head. “Nay, it is my fate to be a paladin,†she said, rubbing a hand on her neck, stiff from the barrel helm she had been in all day long.
Jashen grinned wickedly. “Honest, I liked ye better in robes,†he said as his grinned widened.
“I did not choose my profession for the clothing!†Azi said, hastily and a bit harsh.
Taken aback, Jashen’s grin faded. “Just saying it was flattering on you,†he said, eyes downcast.
Azi immediately regretted her tone with him. “My apologies. I miss it sometimes, and so,†she shrugged her thin shoulders, “I am defensive.†She knew that many were still adjusting to this ‘new’ Azi, and not all were doing so smoothly.
Jashen smiled again. “Worry not, dearest,†he murmured. “Imagine being the younger brother of a near-legend.†He himself still found it odd that people afforded him a great deal of respect bought on the coin of Crispian’s achievements.
Azi sighed. “Better to have a brother to begin with, than none at all,†she said, her face taking on a down-turned expression. Jashen felt he had to lighten the mood a bit and laughed.
“You don’t know Cris well!†he said, his face alight with humor.
Azi took the statement a bit wrong. “Oh, I do not?†she said, a bit archly.
Jashen back-pedaled his words quickly. “Did you ever have someone steal your courters?†he asked, still smiling.
Azi turned the most pleasant shade of pink as she lowered her eyes. “You know that I do not court.â€
Jashen chuckled. “But, I am sure you had callers?†He felt slightly wicked to be pressing the issue of romance with Azi, but better she be uncomfortable than dwell on what life had not gifted her with.
Her blush deepened. “Yes,†she said shyly, drinking some tea. “Often, I would be glad if someone stole them away.†Her blush drained away and she allowed a shy smile. “But I can see your side, of course.†Jashen leaned back, calmer now that they were on a safer topic than Arcalan. “And I am sure you noticed that Cris is, well,†he shrugged, “a handsome man with a thicker chest than I.†He had no discomfort with admitting Crispian had filled out more than he had.
Azi smiled pleasantly, but answered honestly. “Honest, Jashen, I cannot tell you apart,†she said into the brief pause.
“And thicker arms.†He looked at Azi, registering her comment. “Well, dear, ye saw him as the Lord brought him into the World, so to speak,†he said, with a raising of eyebrows.
Azi blushed again. “My eyes did not linger.â€
Jashen smirked. “Not even a wee bit?†he asked, mildly amused that a warrior and wizard of Azi’s caliber would be so discomforted by this topic.
Azi open her mouth in shock. “No!†she said, loud enough that others glanced over briefly.
Riding the humor of the moment, Jashen rolled on. “My Lady, ye protest too much, I fear,†he said with a wink.
Azi however had turned serious. “Jashen, friend, I am quite content with my love, Ascot, and Crispian was such a fright that night,†she shuddered at the thought of his state that night in the Shadow Quarter. “My only concern was to come to his aid,†she finished gravely.
Jashen inclined his head gravely in return. “Well, I shall take it at that then,†he gave a half-bow of acceptance to her.
“You are a handsome man,†Azi said plainly. “Surely women fawn at you?†Was this young mercenary, so confident usually, about to have a self-image crisis with her?
He nodded. “But Cris is as handsome, and has more muscle. As lads in the village, he could swoon any lass,†he said with a small smile, recalling the simpler life to which he and his brother could never return.
“That was so long ago,†Azi observed, “and you are much more carefree than he.†She felt the need to point out that Jashen was more humorous to be around, even before the curse.
Jashen grinned his sly grin. “Cris has always been more serious than I, and young lasses appreciate that,†he said, even as his own eye caught that of a tavern girl.
“It depends on the lass,†Azi said, her eyes challenging. “ Some prefer a good sense of humor.â€
“Oh, Cris has that too,†Jashen said, “when he wishes to show it,†he pressed on seeing that Azi was about to interrupt him. Her face turned into a frown. “What, Darlin’?†he asked as he took a drink from his ale mug.
Azi sighed, looking deep into her tea mug. “I worry about him,†he said quietly, the recent topic bringing the young Armsman to the front of her mind.
“So do I,†Jashen admitted, “but he is tough as troll.†He did not want Azi to get caught up in thoughts of Crispian.
“I suppose,†she said quietly, not sounding to convinced.
Jashen decided it might be time to tell Azi some of Crispian’s past that he knew he would not have shared yet. “You do not know of her, do you?†he asked quietly, eyes down cast, for the memories of their childhood ending were not pleasant for him, or Crispian.
“Her?†Azi asked, “D’Vena?†she asked, naturally concluding that she would be a nameless woman called simply “her.â€
Jashen grinned a weary grin. “Oh, no. Not her,†he said with a slight shake of his head.
Azi sat a little forward. “Who?â€
“Her name was Eirennelle,†he said quietly, eyes focusing somewhere beyond the wall of the station.
Azi sipped at her tea, waiting for him to continue. The pause grew, and finally she prodded him with a simple, “Oh? What became of her?â€
“Aye,†Jashen replied, quietly. “He loved her. We were,†he looked at the ceiling, “about fourteen or so, training with Oakleif,†he paused, a slight smile on his lips, “Sir Oakleif, even then.†He turned his mug about. “Well, Cris had decided to farm the land around Donegal, our village.†He continued to wear an amused smile for a moment. “We were about to get our first swords. He proposed to her, after talking with Auntie, of course.†Azi’s eyes widen in surprise. “Well, our village was sacked a few days later, by Spriggens and other. Many died, and could not be brought back, as we had no bindstone there. Eirennelle was one of them.â€
Azi seized the moment to fill her curiosity. “Wait,†she implored. “Tell me of her. How did she look?â€
Jashen closed his eyes for a moment. “Oh, she was a good lookin’ lass.†His eyes were open again, but it was clear he was not seeing the room. “Reddish coppery hair, taller than either of us,†he said with a small smile. “Lean and sleek, like a good horse,†he grinned. “And with all the curves you could want.†He came back into focus on the present. “Crispian loved her, no doubt,†he finished quietly.
Azi looked down into her mug, a sadness passing over her. “Oh, Jashen,†she said in a mournful voice. “How terribly sad!†She looked to be on the verge of tears, and Jashen felt bad for having given her another cause to worry about Crispian. “How foul, cruel and evil,†she blinked back tears as she spoke.
“He has loved no other since, really,†he paused, “until, well, the curse. But, Azi, that was ten years ago.â€
She nodded, composing her emotions. “Yes, but it is still sad,†she said, her face now grave rather than sad.
Jashen drained down more ale. “Cris vowed to clear the land of evil,†he said, toying with his mug again, “and until Tobyas, that was all he thought of,†he signaled for another ale.
Azi looked at him closely. “What are you saying, Jashen?†Her tone was low and full of concern.
Jashen thought on it as his ale was brought. “Cris has room in his oh-so-serious heart for few things, but Toby is one. And to be honest, I think it is not just the curse at work,†he nearly whispered, drinking his ale at the end.
“Well, that is his choice, is it not?†Azi declared. She tired of this matter of mettling in the heart.
Jashen looked up in surprise. “Ye know tis a crime, aye? And he could be stripped of office, titles, and exiled or worse?†His concern was evident in how he spoke.
Azi sighed in exasperation. “Yes, I know this. But what can anyone do if it is truly what his heart desires? Certainly, you know that the heart is one thing that cannot be commanded, or tamed,†she paused as a look of her own pain passed over her face, “or forgotten,†she finished quietly.
Jashen met her eyes, a softness showing in his own. “He is my brother, and I love him,†he said quietly, “and will support him in whatever he wishes, but the risks,†he paused. “And with his trial coming up,†he said in an explosive sigh. The look of surprise on Azi’s face startled him. She must have been very focused on her training indeed! “You did not know of that?†he asked quietly.
Azi still looked at him in near shock. “Indeed, I didn’t!†she declared, almost too loudly.
Jashen leaned in as he looked about the room. There were many people about and he felt a need to be cautious. “Cris killed an unarmed yeoman,†he whispered.
Azi’s face registered even more surprise. “What! WHEN?†she nearly shouted, then leaned in and lowered her voice to a mere whisper. “What is this you speak of?†she asked urgently. “It cannot be so!†Her knowledge of Crispian did not allow for such things.
“A few weeks ago,†Jashen sad quietly, “Cris was being heckled about, well, Toby,†he said with a heavy breath. “He sought not to kill him, I believe, but his sword is magical.†He paused at the helplessness of it all.
“Why did he strike out at them? Why did he not turn and leave?†she asked, still unable to believe it.
“His temper is as bad as mine,†Jashen said quietly, thinking of a dead innkeeper from Camelot.
Azi shook her head. “Surely, if he explains that he is cursed, it will be forgotten! He is not a man in his sane mind!†She was shaken at what this curse of D’Vena’s was doing to her friend.
Jashen sighed again. “He did not SEEK to kill. He even flat bladed them,†he finished lamely. “Lord Adribald is trying him.â€
Azi grabbed his hand. “Tell me the day, I shall be there!†she vowed in an urgent tone.
“As shall many others,†Jashen said quietly, not adding that all who attended might not be friends to his brother.
“Jashen,†Azi stated in dead earnest, “the Lord knows the truth and He is just.†Jashen was not sure if she meant Adribald or the Almighty. “This will come to a good end,†she said with a clear conviction.
“He tried Jothan, the Cleric, not too long ago, and it looked very bad for him, until Arguyle and the Red Lions showed up,†Jashen reminded Azi, who had not been in attendance.
All of this was more than Azi could absorb upon her return and she need time to think. She stood, tucking her helm in the crook of her arm. “I fear the hour is late, and I should be seeking rest.â€
Jashen nodded as he finished his ale. “Sleep well, Azaeli, and not a word to Cris of what I told you,†he implored with large eyes.
“Never, I swear it,†she replied with all gravity of her being.
He smiled at her. “Many thanks, Azi,†he said, lips pressed into a worrisome line. “Cris can still kick my arse,†he quipped, trying to lighten the moment.
“Promise me word of the trial. If you send it to my father’s house, I will surely get it,†she said, holding his eyes.
Jashen nodded. “I know Judan well, and shall do so,†he said quietly.
Azi was again surprised, but pleasantly this time. “Do you now?†she asked.
Jashen grinned a relieved grin. Aye, Crispian is a weaponsmith, you know,†he leaned back as he spoke. “Most people forget that I work in armor.â€
Azi was a bit surprised, for she had forgotten. “Ah, then you have spent many hours beside him at the forge?â€
Jashen laughed softly. “Some, not like Cris though.†He shook his head, knowing his meager skill with armor did not compare with Crispian’s weapon crafting skill.
Azi smiled. “Pappa is a good man. He and Crispian have much in common,†she said.
The comment brought to mind something that Jashen had heard. “Aye, he is,†he looked away from Azi. “I was so sorrowed to hear of your mother.â€
Azi’s face grew still. “Talk not of that, Jashen. She is at peace.†She sighed a sorrowful sound.
Jashen looked at her. “I never knew my mother. I envy you yours,†he said as he examined the bottom of his mug.
Azi whispered in a pained voice, “Speak not, it is too soon still for me.â€
Jashen took Azi’s hand and kissed it. “I meant not to cause ye pain,†he said.
Azi smiled sadly. “You are right though. I have memories to cling to, if only a few,†she said, slipping her hand free.
Jashen’s smile mirrored Azi’s. “My memories are all of Auntie Mir,†he said, affection for the Avalonian in his voice.
“But then,†Azi said, “I know what I have lost and you do not. And I do not know which of us is the better for that.†Her eyes were remote, sad.
Jashen looked away. “I would say you are. I think a poet once wrote ‘Tis better to have loved and loss than to not have loved at all,†he said quietly.
Azi nettled her brows for a moment. “I suppose,†she said with a small sigh. Then she shook her head. “What a melancholy visit! We should promise each other that the next time we sit and talk, it will be a happy occasion Jashen!â€
Jashen had to laugh. Azi could do that for him. “The Great One willing, I know I am!†he pledged.
“And do not forget this time!†she admonished him.
He shook his head. “I shall not,†he said with a slight bow at the waist. “May it be soon for both of us!â€
Azi pulled into an embrace, which startled him. “Farewell, then, Jashen,†she murmured as he returned the embrace.
“And you, dear Lady,†he managed with all the sincerity he felt, to the depth of his heart, for this was a fine woman, and a good friend.
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