It has taken me 50 plus years to realize I can find bliss with more than one woman and its alright. I really do not try to conceal it anymore. Before I could hide behind a subterfuge of romantics. I will tell a woman at the beginning of the relationship, I am a poor investment of your time. The irony is the attraction to each woman, when I am with her is genuine. Then something happens. When they are not around, I am like a child who has not learned object permanence. They cease to exist, especially when another woman is flashing some flirt.
I imagine I could change if I put forth a concentrated effort-but why? I think I can wander right into the golden years.
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"What is here is there. What is not here is nowhere." Vishvasara Tantra
"Ever tried, Ever Failed. No matter. Try Again.
Fail Again. Fail Better. Samuel Beckett
"Ever tried, Ever Failed. No matter. Try Again.
Fail Again. Fail Better. Samuel Beckett


